Ponderings

Ok so while I was taking my shower to come to work tonight, I looked at my shower shelves.  I have the surround that has the shelves as long as the tub.  There were a lot of bottles on it.  So, I counted them.  13 bath washes, 2 shampoos, 4 conditioners, 2 body soaks, 2 sugar scrubs and a buff puff.  (This does not include the basket full in my bath closet either, these were just on the tub!)  THIS is one of my comfort zones.  Needing (so I think) so many selections.  One of the things I’m going to work on in leaving my comfort zone is the selections/choices and having too many.  I always think I need so many then I can’t decide which one I want.  Same with workout DVD’s.  I have a go-zillion!!!  Always thinking I’ll get to that level or it will be great then, poof!  I’ve go so many I can’t decide how to proceed, which one to pick, what plan’s the best!  Ugggggg.  It’s true, sometimes too many choices makes it impossible to choose.  This happens with my grandson, if I give him 2 choices he’ll think for a second and make a choice.  BUT, if I put out 5 different kinds of candy or cookies or whatever, he seems to think and think and think and then wants 2 or 3 instead of 1.  I’m exactly like that!!! I recognize this and will struggle with it but plan to put it all in check for the New Beginning!!!

This NewBeginning is for all aspects of my life.  Granted the health part is super important, but I think the rest is important to make me well rounded (and not my figure!!)  The Bath & Body Works items aren’t the only thing I do this with, so I will strive to get all areas of this in check.  I’m excited, a little scared, but so ready for this!!!  I want to become less rigid and more accepting to what is around me.  I live in an awesome area with so much fun things to do year round.  I wanna get out and enjoy it all!!!  "Bout time!